Spritual Lesson learned

Today at Sunday school God gave me my first Spiritual lesson in an obivious manner. God is teaching me not to put myself down but its hard to see it in yourself. So He used a new friend of mine who struggles with the same thing to teach me this hard lesson. It was like a lightbulb went off in my Spirit. We do this Why? This is exactly what you do I know its hard to see it in yourself. I wanted to show you just how this sounds and hurts me.

A lady in the Sunday school class told him what he needed to do. I took a mental note. Each time I start putting myself down I need to say 10 nice things about myself. I had no idea how my doing that sounded to God until seeing a bestfriend who I love so dearly do it to himself.

I was crying inside seeing him do that to himself. Hes a very special guy who I have such love and admiration toward. A friend I can really confide in about everything. To see how little he valued himself made me cry. I was at a loss for words to speak but it wasn't my time for me to say anything. I just needed to listen and see I do the same things and just as it broke my heart and cry on the inside to see this great guy whom I love do that. It hurts God when I do that to myself. God loves me even more than I do Levi. He used that to teach me not to put down his creation that he took time to mold and make. He personally crafted every detail of my life. Has a special plan for me as his Daughter.

Anyone who has this struggle I wanted to share it with you and my hope is to help encourage you . You are valuable to God and He loves you. It breaks his heart when you put yourself down and think so low of yourself. My challenge each time you put yourself down make a list of 10 nice things about yourself. Yes, I plan to put it into action myself.